Another drunken lonely rant.

Down here at the Front Page, I feel fine. I guess that's usually the problem with me. I've gotten too complacent with my go nowhere life. A good pint is all I need to be happy. Being single is no fun, but when alcohol is involved, it makes things seem not so bad. But, I wish my life was a little more exciting. No one tells you the movies lie, but they do. There no surprises other than the drama that you create. I sit here looking at all the people wishing I were them. Maybe I'll get a second chance in the next life. But, that's not how it works. You get one shot and then you're done. So, do I go over to that really good looking girl across the bar? No. I'm too much of a pussy. I'm sick of this shit. Fuck this noise. I'm a man in the grandest sense of the word. I work hard, and I play hard. So why am I alone? It's just the roll of the dice. The cards I have been handed suck: I'm in the muck, and I have no where else to go.

Fuck you, and the way you go about life. I want to love, and live. But, my life isn't my own. I have to live the path that destiny has written for me. Fuck destiny, and the way it walks. Destiny is blind, and has no heart. All the stars in the universe would curse the day Destiny was born, if they new they could never change their paths. I have so much to give, and no one to give it to.

A lake of fire is all that awaits us on the other side. Blackest night, and nothingness day. Fate is cruel and unforgiving, and waits for no one. Fuck you, I want to fly where the angels fly. God, give me a reason to stay here, and not go somewhere else. Answer me, I have no one else to talk to.